lugibrious songs of lost love

i kinda don't like what wad feeling now.

(mentally and physically)

today's choir was =.=

stupid sia.. i think my stomach got problem. its feeling all hot and churny all over since yesterday till NOW..... damn pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den make until my face and whole body damn hot and red..

anyway, thanks striddy for being there and sacrificing your sleep (:

& thanks many other listening ears...

thanks for everything we've been through..

&once again, i'm thinking about taking the easy way out..
i will never know.. will i ever see you smiling back at me?